I feel suffocated...

This is a vent/bitch fest. Sorry...

I think I am about to check myself into some sort of mental center. I think my mind is long gone now. I have been alone for the most part since July 30th. I need away from these kids. Kennedy is so far up my ass that she is suffocating me. She has to sit with me, sleep with me, and go everywhere I have to go. Cate is a sweetie but is into everything. So, I am constantly chasing her, stopping her etc. She likes to torture the dog. Takes his toys and then he comes after her and takes it back. Then she cries....ahhhh. I swear it is a never ending cycle. Sometimes I wake up in the morning and think...shit, here we go again. I am not supposed to feel like that. I am supposed to say ....woohoo....another day! I am just worn out from it. Kennedy never shuts up either...so her constant yapping in my ear makes me want to scream. Because I am so worn out with them etc. it makes me a crabby ass Mom...that sucks too!

Anyway, hopefully it will get better when we move to Ga. and I can get some help. I am actually looking forward to going to work so I can have a break!